Saturday, September 15, 2007

Drama, drama, drama...

Today was a good day! I finally made it to an eye doctor and got my eyes checked. They are starting to slow down and not change as much. A little bit but not so much. I wanted to get contacts but decided not to because I've had trouble with them irritating my eyes so having contacts and no glasses isn't really a good idea. This girl helped me find glasses that looked good on me and she was a funky chiclet so I trust her judgment. I can't see myself without MY glasses so trying on a pair without a prescription in them is worthless without a second opinion. I got one pair that I can wear everyday and another pair that's a little funky for those days I feel all cutesy and shit. haha
Work has been difficult. My trainer was fired so there is nobody training me anymore. Dee and I have been doing the dinner by ourselves so we are one person short. We still get out around 20 after we're supposed to so it's not like we're doing real bad but since I'm new and still clueless and Dee never had to do the food prep stuff we are both struggling and b.s-ing a lot of it but we're holding our own. I'm learning to stand my ground with the clients but sometimes they still get to me. I just found out this one girl that works in the cafeteria has a crush on me!! So not really sure what to do about that but watch my boundaries so she's not touching me and stop her if she ever brings up anything inappropriate. Which we're supposed to do anyway.
I think I'm pissing off some of my other coworkers but I really wish they'd just confront me on a problem and we could work it out instead of picking up on negative emotions or catching one bitching about me to another coworker. Especially when it's my boss doing the bitching which is very unprofessional in my opinion. I think they don't realize how much I still don't know and nobody wants to take the time out to teach me so it's frustrating. How am I supposed to learn unless someone teaches me?? hmmmm But I think I'm also pissing people off when I ask questions so it's just a losing battle for me. What to do; what to do?!?
On the other hand, I'm watching Scrubs right now which I really love and it's very funny.
And Buck bought me the Sims2 for the computer for my birthday and I made him and me and we just had a baby who is a good baby and not too needy but our people are still struggling. I forget to check the baby's needs so I forget to feed him and bathe him. Aww he was crawling around with green stink floating off his body. Poor baby!
At least my job keeps me on my toes. At least I have my boyfriend who is unceasingly amazing. At least I have parents who buy me glasses for my birthday and Christmas!